Chup Sadhana Part 5

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Attachment happens due to ego (Chup Sadhna) - 4

Silent Meditation (Chup Sadhna) - 4

If anger comes be cautious from inside.See the anger has come,it is happening then anger won't hurt you.If you are worried then come to your conscious self.Worry is in the numb feelings and it is felt through conscious...you get attached with them...

Do you know who is clever driver? While driving who reduces the accelerator and also applies the clutch or break.Foolish driver is that....who keeps on increasing the accelerator and also applies breaks.In the same way you keep on attaching yourself with the numb and also want to be happy and want to escape from sins.Do not attach yourself with the numb.

Even if you donate the whole world,perform all the religious austerities,compile the material things of the world you are attached with the numb.And if you have only what is needed and want to get over with cheating and lustful life and pray to God by heart...that i am your part God.You are conscious,you are witness of my acts,you are knowledge,bliss and eternal.I am your son.Now take away my attachments with the world and body which is going to die.Give me your love and peace in you.Start praying....even if it is not from your heart but some day true prayer will happen and HE will hold your hand.
Attachments happen due to ego.Either do charitable work or commit sins attachments will be there.When you merge your ego into God then everything is auspicious and blissful.Ego doesn't go by attempt by not attempting it goes away.Then there will be no thoughts.(Bhagwat Gita 6.25)
and if thoughts come...then let them come,don't cooperate.Om.Flow of thoughts would break.there would be no thoughts Gita says.

Whatever good,bad,happiness and sadness occures without connection of nature....good and bad can't happen and nature is always changing and it forms from conscious and still attaching yourself with the numb and changing nature.This practice is quiet old,to cut down this practice new practice of thinking about God is required.We have gone far away from God so we have to come closer.When you are towards conscious then your millions of sins would go away.When you face towards your house then whether your house is thousands of miles away,and you close the opposite direction and face your car,motor or airplane towards your house you will surely reach.In the same way you face towards your conscious that...i have to meet God,i have to achieve eternal bliss.Just make this wish.

Girl after getting married considers her husband's home as her own home and her parents home as her brother's home.Same way conscious is my home,this body is of nature....only believe this.Is it tough to believe this?That girl also knows that this is my parents house not mine even though she was born and brought up there.Same way you beleive that this is nature's body.Mother,father give birth from their menstural and semen fluid.The body given to us is the mixture of the mother and father's fluid.What do you think?the mixture remains here and you are pure,invisible conscious.Neither mixture can be taken along nor can one stay in the mixture forever.

You are conscious pure and blissful by nature.Like a monkey with his closed fist gets trapped in a narrow vessel.Same way by believing this body to be self and mine and world to be true we get trapped.
As i heard that honor and dishonor should be beared so i used to go to those places where i get honored and dishonored.When i left home i carried some money which i earned running the shop with my brother,which i used for donations,eating,travelling and for ticket.Then when i reached Bapuji and lived in Disa,i still had some money left.I had marriage ring also which i never used to wear.At that time lot of poeple used to come amd keep fruits and other things which i never used to eat thinking that i do not eat from donations.Then i thought this "I" and don't eat from donations, what does this mean?"I" is still there.then i distributed all my belongings to the poor and thought now i will beg from tommarrow.
Next morning it was 9..10...11am how do i go and beg in disa.I am Kshtriya and it is not in my blood to beg had i been Brahman it would have worked now what to do?I have to eat something so go..go..go it was around 1.45pm.

I prepared myself took a Kamandal and left for begging.Son of a rich person and go for begging.I had the capacity to feed hundereds and thousands yet i had to take kamandal and beg.There was still little ego.It was between 1.30 and 2pm i went to the colony.Now don't know what was God's wish,others had finished their lunch.

From a lady's house smoke was coming.At that time woods were used for cooking...i went there.That lady was also moneyless like me, she must have borrowed flour for cooking it seemed like that.Her first chapati came on the stove....and there i was saying Narayan Hari.The lady was a sindhi and my body was also born in sindhi family but she didn't know i knew sindhi.The lady became furious and yelled at me " you healthy red like a tomato how do you know it is my first chapati and you are standing here and saying narayan hari, go ...go.Then i asked to myself how do you feel?

If you want to live like a hermit then see what is honor and dishonor.I went a little far...someone recognised me and said oh this is Bapu Leele Shahji's deciple and does meditation here.They brought many things for me.Next day when i went the whole colony prepared something for me.Someone prepared some dish someone dessert.I said i won't eat.My kamandal was such big that i used it was bathing eating so it was a big kamandal,i said i want a little but they gave me more and more.So my kamandal was full of 2 3 persons food.Then on my way back i saw some beggers were sitting so i offered the food to them saying first you eat lord then i will eat.I have seen this too.

God can't leave us and we can't leave God (Chup Sadhna) - 3

Silent Meditation (Chup Sadhna) - 3

Silent Meditation (Chup Sadhna) - 2

Silent Meditation - 2

If it rains heavily then the farmer may have loss or gain but the sky don't have any loss or gain,it remains as it is. In the same way, our conscious doesn't gain by any achievements in the world and doesn't loose anything by any loss in the world. But what mistake we make? We assume numb world to be ourself so when world's comfort and acheivements increase we say we are lucky and when they decrease we feel bad. Because we have forgotten our conscious part. When we forget our ownself we are lost. And everywhere I requested ....and to how many I have persuaded...but still this foolishness didn't end...and still there is fear of DEATH.

And after death...which body we will get or won't get...and if we won't get any body we will be flushed out from the bathroom. Intelligent person can have this fear because feeling of I and mine are still attached with this body and if this foolishness doesn't end then even if Lord Krishna comes to earth, or Allah and all other Gods come down to this earth but your pain and suffering won't end. If you want to end your sufferings then where the present of pain is absent know that conscious nature and it is not difficult to know it. Like a Sardar, Maratha, Sindhi and Gujrati are four fast friends since childhood and one day Sardar said I want to see a human, Gujrati also said I want to see a human, Sindhi and Maratha also repeated the same thing. Now if they want to see a human how tough it is? How long will it take? Where they will have to go?Tell me ...First I am human then I am Sardar, Sindhi, Maratha or Gujrati only this has to be understood,is anything else is required?

In the same way I am first conscious then thought, mind, body, I and you. In the night we leave this I and you, thought, mind and also senses and come to myself then next day we get power. So, I am conscious and these are numb. Only this has to be understood and this is not difficult son.

If somebody tells you that you are an elephant would you beleive it? No we are human. In the same way if somebody tells you you are a human and you get happiness and pain then don't beleive it. We are conscious first, we got this body of a human and it is going to leave just beleive this only.

I am the body and I will die or I am ill and I will be healthy, I am poor and I will be rich then only I will be happy just leave this foolishness, like they four caught the foolishness that we will see human first then this will be done that will be done. We are humans just know this and everything will be done.

Like this we are conscious, leave behind the trueness of senses and situations, sit down silently don't cooperate with them neither fight with them nor go with them. Like traffic goes through the road. Do silent meditation like this daily. Be silent...
This is very high meditation.

Every wish of everyone doesn't get fulfilled and every wish of everyone dosn't get rejected also. My son got admission by your blessings. Okay take it you are satisfied I am too. But this thing doen't have any importance. Got admission due to your blessings, got promotion due to your blessings.

DIG of UP state, now he must be assistant DG, became a gold medalist. He got one gold medal from president then got second, third, fourth and now he must have got fifth or sixth, came to Bapuji and said because of your blessing I got gold medals. I said what's so great in this? Some human has given you this gold medal even if he is president and afterall till when? Why so much importance to this? He is still at his post IG Vikram singh,now he must be DG or whatever.What in the end? Some president gave you gold medal even if you are president then how many presidents have retired.What in the end?

If you got the rule of the whole earth, your body is healthy, your son is disciplined, your wife is beautiful and if you asked for water milk and juice are served to you. But what in the end? What will happen from all this? You have provided comfort to this body which will be burnt.Your slavery and tension will increase.What else will happen?

He will never get away from his pains who doesn't have Brahagyan.Whatever happiness and comfort you will get from the rule of the earth, Gandharv have hundered times more happiness and comforts than this. They can become invisible in this world and also the other worlds and from the power of resolution they drive their vehicles. You need fuel and passport to go here and there. Gandharv don't need passport or fuel to go from one country to other.They live in heaven and roam here also.

The height of human comforts is rule of the whole earth,beautiful and disiplined wife, disiplined son, honest ministers and healthy body.The Gandharvs have hundred times more comforts than this. And from them Dev Gandharvs have hundred times more comforts and from them Karmaj Devta have hundred times more comforts,from them Ajanoon Devta have hundred times more comforts.
Those who turn into God from their good works like religious rituals, sacrifices are known as Karmaj Devta and those who are there from the begining of the universe are known as Ajanoon Devta, from them Indra have hundered times more comforts. More then Indra his guru Brahaspati has more comforts and peace. Lord Brahama has higher peace and comforts than Brahaspati. And such Brahama was happy on his son Artharva.

Root of all sufferings [Chup Sadhna - 1]

Silent Meditation 1

Close your eyes and keep sitting silently. If your thoughts wander say hari om few times and keep sitting. Then you will have good thoughts, don't get attached with them and don't feel happy. If you have bad thoughts don't get attached with them and don't feel sad like good and bad traffic come and go through the road, don't cooperate, don't hold the good don't hold the bad, don't agree with the good and don't get angry at the bad. Let it go..... no reaction, nothing. Again if your thoughts wander remain silent. What will happen by doing this ? The numb part of yours will stop getting the power.

There are two parts, one is conscious and the other is numb. In reality, we are an eternal part of God's supreme conscious but by attaching ourselves with the numb body, numb thoughts, numb brain and nature and to get happiness from the world by assuming it as true, is the mistake that we are in the habit of making. Now whatever we get in this world, we maintain it, assuming it will stay but that comfort won't stay. This is everybody's experience even the body won't stay.

If we were this body, then after death when conscious goes, then it should come with us but it doesn't come not even one part of our body we take with us. When we die we have to leave our body therefore body is the numb part and we are the conscious part but we assume the numb body to be ourself and as ours and when we make the mistake of getting happiness from the numb body then even if you make innumerable donations, innumerable penance, fasts, pilgrimages the root of sufferings won't cut, the root of sufferings won't cut because by keeping numb body along by assuming the pain giving world and pain giving body to be "ourself" you go anywhere, any good place, you will get some comfort you will assume that to be happiness but pain and sufferings will automatically generate....then you will run from there...whether you go to picnic place or to in law's house anywhere you go till you are making mistake from inside to get happiness from the numb....till then you won't get complete happiness because nature is incomplete, thoughts and brain are incomplete so this complete soul won't get happiness from incomplete.

King is unhappy. People are unhappy. Bigger richer have double sufferings. So you want to escape from pain and sufferings. Then go there where pain and sufferings can't reach. God says the absence of pain is known as yog. Atharvveda says that those who are with truth(God), they spread happiness and peace everywhere. Whatever is happening .... don't cooperate with it then you will get the company of truth, silent meditation will happen from the company of truth influence of the world's attachment,world's attraction and world's trueness will start to diminish. 

I should get this, I should get that...but what after all this? He who was the truth before the universe, who is truth since ages and is now too and will remain in future also can he be made by making of anything? Would he be increased by happening of something? Would he be decreased by not happening of something? Who inceases by happening of something is not truth.Who deceases by happening of something is not truth. Nothing happens to truth even if the whole universe is destructed and nothing inceases in truth even if everything becomes heaven like. 

Like your truth part is eternal soul from that numb part enters through a nerve called named as hita and through that you create world in your dream. Suppose in the world of dreame you have become a king...and you have posted your relatives and all good friends at good positions and your wife became the queen...and second day you became a begger and you wash dishes at somebody's place and your wife has taken the service of a maid now when you see dream on both days they give you happiness and pain at that time but in reality did your soul loose or gain anything? You became begger in dream but when you woke up, you were the same as before, you became king in the dream but when you woke up you were the same. If indra dreams that I became a begger... and if a begger dreams that I became a king but when eyes open then being a begger has no value and being a king has no value.

Truth is that whether you are in the body of a man or a woman,wealth of the whole world is with you still there is no gain in your conscious part and if you are poor to eat for one day and for two days you drink water then also nothing has decreased in your conscious part, you are such a great soul. If wealth and comfort increases you say it is because of bapuji's blessings, this is not my blessing, this is my maids blessing. If something wrong happens then you say bapuji is displeased. No, I am not displeased with you. I want to give you something else. 

So in the world you get degrees, jobs, promotins even the rule of the whole world, but if you don't have love for your inner soul, for your inner God, then what is the use of all this? Whatever you get for the body, that is going to die, this is the numb part, son and how much goes away, is the loss of this numb body.What is yours that has gone? 

A maid came crying and said to her master your expensive necklace is lost, your wife is searching for it.

Master: whatever happened is good.
After an hour or two the maid came smiling and dancing and said :Necklace is found, it was at a secret place.
Master : whatever happened is good.
One relative was sitting he said it's surprising when such an expensive necklace was lost,you said whatever happened is good.
Master said : The thing which will leave us one day, after death also we have to leave it.The thing which will leave us one day has left, then what is bad in that?And my wife is happy my maid is happy that necklace is found, I said whatever happened is good, you are now satisfied but in reality it doesn't matter whether you get it or loose it.