Root of all sufferings [Chup Sadhna - 1]

Silent Meditation 1

Close your eyes and keep sitting silently. If your thoughts wander say hari om few times and keep sitting. Then you will have good thoughts, don't get attached with them and don't feel happy. If you have bad thoughts don't get attached with them and don't feel sad like good and bad traffic come and go through the road, don't cooperate, don't hold the good don't hold the bad, don't agree with the good and don't get angry at the bad. Let it go..... no reaction, nothing. Again if your thoughts wander remain silent. What will happen by doing this ? The numb part of yours will stop getting the power.

There are two parts, one is conscious and the other is numb. In reality, we are an eternal part of God's supreme conscious but by attaching ourselves with the numb body, numb thoughts, numb brain and nature and to get happiness from the world by assuming it as true, is the mistake that we are in the habit of making. Now whatever we get in this world, we maintain it, assuming it will stay but that comfort won't stay. This is everybody's experience even the body won't stay.

If we were this body, then after death when conscious goes, then it should come with us but it doesn't come not even one part of our body we take with us. When we die we have to leave our body therefore body is the numb part and we are the conscious part but we assume the numb body to be ourself and as ours and when we make the mistake of getting happiness from the numb body then even if you make innumerable donations, innumerable penance, fasts, pilgrimages the root of sufferings won't cut, the root of sufferings won't cut because by keeping numb body along by assuming the pain giving world and pain giving body to be "ourself" you go anywhere, any good place, you will get some comfort you will assume that to be happiness but pain and sufferings will automatically generate....then you will run from there...whether you go to picnic place or to in law's house anywhere you go till you are making mistake from inside to get happiness from the numb....till then you won't get complete happiness because nature is incomplete, thoughts and brain are incomplete so this complete soul won't get happiness from incomplete.

King is unhappy. People are unhappy. Bigger richer have double sufferings. So you want to escape from pain and sufferings. Then go there where pain and sufferings can't reach. God says the absence of pain is known as yog. Atharvveda says that those who are with truth(God), they spread happiness and peace everywhere. Whatever is happening .... don't cooperate with it then you will get the company of truth, silent meditation will happen from the company of truth influence of the world's attachment,world's attraction and world's trueness will start to diminish. 

I should get this, I should get that...but what after all this? He who was the truth before the universe, who is truth since ages and is now too and will remain in future also can he be made by making of anything? Would he be increased by happening of something? Would he be decreased by not happening of something? Who inceases by happening of something is not truth.Who deceases by happening of something is not truth. Nothing happens to truth even if the whole universe is destructed and nothing inceases in truth even if everything becomes heaven like. 

Like your truth part is eternal soul from that numb part enters through a nerve called named as hita and through that you create world in your dream. Suppose in the world of dreame you have become a king...and you have posted your relatives and all good friends at good positions and your wife became the queen...and second day you became a begger and you wash dishes at somebody's place and your wife has taken the service of a maid now when you see dream on both days they give you happiness and pain at that time but in reality did your soul loose or gain anything? You became begger in dream but when you woke up, you were the same as before, you became king in the dream but when you woke up you were the same. If indra dreams that I became a begger... and if a begger dreams that I became a king but when eyes open then being a begger has no value and being a king has no value.

Truth is that whether you are in the body of a man or a woman,wealth of the whole world is with you still there is no gain in your conscious part and if you are poor to eat for one day and for two days you drink water then also nothing has decreased in your conscious part, you are such a great soul. If wealth and comfort increases you say it is because of bapuji's blessings, this is not my blessing, this is my maids blessing. If something wrong happens then you say bapuji is displeased. No, I am not displeased with you. I want to give you something else. 

So in the world you get degrees, jobs, promotins even the rule of the whole world, but if you don't have love for your inner soul, for your inner God, then what is the use of all this? Whatever you get for the body, that is going to die, this is the numb part, son and how much goes away, is the loss of this numb body.What is yours that has gone? 

A maid came crying and said to her master your expensive necklace is lost, your wife is searching for it.

Master: whatever happened is good.
After an hour or two the maid came smiling and dancing and said :Necklace is found, it was at a secret place.
Master : whatever happened is good.
One relative was sitting he said it's surprising when such an expensive necklace was lost,you said whatever happened is good.
Master said : The thing which will leave us one day, after death also we have to leave it.The thing which will leave us one day has left, then what is bad in that?And my wife is happy my maid is happy that necklace is found, I said whatever happened is good, you are now satisfied but in reality it doesn't matter whether you get it or loose it.